Sunday, May 13, 2007
nw sittin alone tinkin...
de many many tings tat happened...
de many tings tat i did...
de many tings tat other ppl did...
haf we all made de right decision??
i din... reallie din...
i haf been makin wrong decision since v long ago...
its jus tat i din realise it...
hw i wished i could turn back time...
den i wun haf 2 face all de problems nw...
den i wun b so troubled...
den i wuld lead a betta life...
a more worthwhile life...
but its too late...
it reallie isnt worth tryin so many times...
sumtimes when u noe de right ting 2 do, u'll haf 2 do it @ once...
nt try out all de other options first...
cos, thr's no time 4 regrets...
life is so miserable aft makin all de wrong decisions...
so, reallie hope tat everybody heed my advice n think twice b4 doin tings...
or u'll b lyk me..
losin my original self...
n lookin all ard 4 it...
but 2 no avail...
leadin such miserable life..
life couldn't b any worse...
losin ur true self...
ur original, happy, pure positive self...
frm a person full of confidence, laughter n smiles...
to a quieter, confidence-less, sad gurl...
i dowan tis me...
i wan myoriginal self back...
but i jus cnt find it..
i duno whr i lost it...
duno whr 2 start lookin frm...
mabe its fated...
i duno...
but, god is makin fun of me...
changin me frm 1 self 2 another...
duno hw many times mus i lose myself...
frm happy 2 unhappy, 2 sad 2 miserable...
whr is de old weizhen??
hw i wished i noe...
live life 2 de fullest n dun do tings 2 regret... or, u'll reallie hate urself n live such miserable life...
takkaire my frens... dun lose ur true self lyk me..
i noe lotsa u r facin problems...
but, b brave n face it...
make correct decisions...
make gd use of everything u can get...
in a gd way...
alwayz haf tat smile on ur face... :) :) :)
lets all jiayou tgt...
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11:32 PM
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