a gurl hu...

ish called weizhen
is born on 19.08.92
is 14+ years old
lost her true self
lost all her confidence
lost 2 reality
nids frens
seeks help n guidance frm anybody
is seekin 4 her old self...

♥ frEnS
♥ 2739 dAreN 陈世维
♥ eVAn 蔡旻佑
♥ miCkEY
♥ chiPMuNk
♥ eEyORe

desires ::

tat me
laptop
I.P zone pants
I.P zone top
tat chain
tat stud
new bag
new slippers
new smeakers
new school shoes
new school bag
my own viola
re-paint my room

connects ::

[A]ngie
[A]nson
[A]strid
[C]alvin
[C]arrie
[C]heryl lim
[D]aren
[D]awn
[D]iya
[E]laine
[E]meline
[E]nergy
[E]van yo (cai ming you)
[F]ang yin
[F]elicia chin
[F].I.R
[G]ary
[H]anlong
[H]uijun
[H]uiyi
[J]ason
[J]elvin daddy
[J]iawen
[J]ia yu
[J]ia yuan
[J]ie min
[J]iro
[J]olene
[J]unli
[J]unxiang
[K]aiye
[K]angyang
[K]elvin
[L]eeteng
[L]eiyi
[L]ing yi
[M]an ting
[M]axi
[M]ayday
[M]elissa
[M]elvin
[M]ingrong
[M]oses
[P]eifen
[P]eishan
[R]achel
[R]ah
[R]ichmond
[S]ebastian
[S]hermaine
[T]ank
[V]anessa
[V]eron
[W]anling
[W]uzun
[X]uan hui
[Y]alun
[Y]anling
[Y]aoxin
[Y]iling
[Y]ingthong
[Y]ufang
[Y]un hann n kassandra
[Z]hi qi
[Z]hiyang
[Z]hiying

credits ::

Skin:!ADDICTED-

reminisce ::

April 2006[x]
May 2006[x]
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August 2006[x]
September 2006[x]
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November 2006[x]
December 2006[x]
January 2007[x]
February 2007[x]
March 2007[x]
April 2007[x]
May 2007[x]
June 2007[x]

today got back english paper n science paper... got so damn lan siaa... english compo onli gt 18/30... so lan... science gt 21/25 onli siaa... haizz... den jus now went tuition... so sian... nth 2 post le la...

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2day science test... quite easy... hope can get 20 plus... haizz... all alone at home... jie went kbox.... den now nth 2 do siaa... gt h.w... budden no mood 2 do leii... sian siaa... den tmr mus 7am reach school siaa... so sian... shldnt have promised sebastian 2 go 4 the debating de... den jus now go buy jack n jill again... got brazil again... when can i stop getting brazil... so sian... haizz.. now gg to learn vocab le... haizz... not so sian den post la...

i love* MICKEY!-; 2:47 PM

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sian day... whole day nth much happen... went 2 sch.... normal lessons...
den sebastian went crazy... made miie, jieying n leiyi so fustrated... haizz...
becos of him becum so fustrated... worth it meh?? sebastian will say worth it...
budden he sure wun wan anybody 2 becum so fustrated becos of him de ma..
haizz... den jus now australian math competition... so damn diff siaa... at
first saw the first qn... tot y so easy de... cos the 1st qn is 95-83 is wat...
lolx.... if get wrong, mus hit backside le... lolx... den hor, jus now got
viola... everybody seem 2 be improving... and miie, i think i am deproving
siaa.... haizz... sian... tmr mabbe gt science test siaa... still haven study
finish... hope will be easy ba...

i love* MICKEY!-; 7:45 PM

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he is gg to leave 2day... dunno whr is he now... wat is he doing... jus now
aft sch went to the lab... stand at outside onli la... cos dun dare go in... saw
ms ng... dun lyk her... dun lyk her face n everything la... althou dunno who is
she, jus dun lyk her... now tt he ish leaving, we will have 2 face her abt twice
a wk leii... wat 2 do... haizz... yst night received a msg frm him... say he saw
the presents... oso very touched tat we went to do the java on our own... he oso
said tat he wanted to leave his foot print behind n now he's sure tat he have
left it wif us... so sad siaa... dunno wat to do... wat to react... its jus a
blink n we have already met 4 194 days... he ish leaving... althou we knew it 2
wks ago, miie still cnt accept the fact... mabbe we shld let go n try 2 accept
ms ng... budden i jus cnt do it... ow am i suppose to face a stranger in the lab
frm now on... n how am i suppose to tok 2 tat ms ng... can i try 2 start the new
cycle again n try 2 befriend her?? i dun think so... she cnt replace him in our
hearts... he might nt be very gd in teaching... budden he had influenced miie
alot... haizz... i noe he wants us to face reality... but it is easier to say
den do... if i reallie face reality so steadily, i mus be verycold blooded...
haizz... tmr still gt science test...wat am i supposed 2 do?? can anybody tell
miie?? can anyone help miie?? im lost... haizz.....

i love* MICKEY!-; 5:52 PM

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hais... wat kinda sch is NCHS becumin... all the teachers leaving n all the
relief teachers sux man... the few teachers tat nv leave oso sux man... all
dunno how 2 teach de...
english - mdm yeo leave le... now is still tat toopid ms tan... she dunno
how to teach de lor... wander how badly we will fail our english during common
test... hais...
chinese - still the same old ah em... she worse still... those wanna listen
will listen... those dowan listen den treat it as free period... hais... sure
fail chinese de... (actually engilish oso becuming lyk chinese... gg to becum
free period soon...)
math - ms tan quite good... hope she dun leave la...
science - althou nv change teacher, but i still think mr chong no
good...
history - mr yeo leaving le... he lied 2 us... how can he lie... he
said tat he is nt leaving... y mus he lie... hais... dnnno who cuming to teach
us le... sure nt as gd as mr yeo de...
geog - the worse subject... mrs lam go maternatity leave den mr ivan wu
come... he is a good teacher but... onli teach us 1 lesson den say wat gt
personal problem den nv come le... haizz... den aft tat, come mr toh... so
fierce... whole class dun lyk him la... budden he oso cnt anyhow leave de lor...
den aft tat becum mr chang... he nt fierce de lor... den the whole class was lyk
keep tokin... den he teach so fast oso nobody noe wat he teaching... haizz...
den hor, dunno is he resign or wat la... den came another teacher... called ms
tan... she say mr chang leave school le... hais... den hor, she worse den the
eng de ms tan lor... tok so soft.. i sit so near teacher's table oso cnt hear
her... den hor, she teach damn fast de... haizz.... we flip book oso nt fast
enough... hais... gave up hope on geog le... change so many teachers... mabbe we
shld go complain to mr ong...
lit - krishnan... still the same old krishnan... he nv teach us den wan us
go exam leii... tat time de exam sure fail de... haiz...
ICT cum NSC - he is leaving... wat can we do... he gg 4 NIE training den
have 2 go 4 studies 4 2 yrs... haizz... den the new teacher cummin is dunno wat
ms ng la... dowan her 2 come... althou nv see her b4, miie still dun lyk her...
dowan him 2 leave... dowan her 2 come...

haizz... mabbe sumday, i shld leave NCHS... go to a school when they have
gd teachers den they dun change teachers so often... mabbe all the
teachers dun lyk NCHS... tats y leave... den hor, nt onli our teacher go lor...
so many teachers leaving... wats NCHS becuming 2 turn 2... mabbe coming 2 NCHS
is a bad choice... but if i didnt cum NCHS, i would nt have noe all tis gd
teachers n frens... den my life will be dull... hais...

his departure already made me so confused n depressed... now all the
teachers r leaving... actually the teachers leaving dosent make me feel so
bad... wat make me so sad is tat both mr yeo lied 2 us... how can they lie...
yeops say tat he will leave at yr end... but how can he... how can he lie...
yeoch say tat he will nt be leaving... 3 days b4 he announced his
departure, he still act act in front of us lyk he dunno he is NIE teacher... he
still act as if he reallie nt leaving...i believed him... i believe tat he
will nt lie 2 us... how can he betray our trust... someday, im goanna
breakdown... ive took things too seriously... dunno when did i started 2 becum
lyk tat... but ive reallie becum too negative n took everything too seriously...
if i can learn 2 be more positive... ... ... ...

i dun lyk this side of miie... the fragile miie... ive onli been lyk tat
when my grandpa left... now is the 2nd time... y mus everybody leave... althou i
noe tat there's an end to everything, i dowan this 2 be the end... bout 3 mths
left n the whole class will be separated... how will i feel??? i reallie dowan
think bout it... jus hope tat we will always live in the minds of the teachers
tat are leaving... cos no matter who they are, as long as they have taught me
b4, i will always rmb them...

i love* MICKEY!-; 5:13 PM

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191 days of memories... can i 4get so easily?? y izzit tat jy can 4get
everything so easily... our gd memories... the times we spend together... if
everything is so easy 2 4get... ... ... ... nv tot jy would be so cold
blooded... hope i can pick myself up aft tat day... nt sure if i can do it...
but i mus do it... mabbe sumday he will pop back 2 see us... cnt let him see the
bad side of miie... i mus learn 2 be positive... learn to work hard ... learn
all the good points frm him... but can i do it???
yst till now... sat in front of the computer whole day... focusing on the
video tat i have seen lotsa times... added lots of things... dunno if tats
called wasting time... budden its worth it...
ARGG!!!!! im gg crazy...

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i love* MICKEY!-; 6:01 PM

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6 days left.. actually lesser den tat... reallie sad siaa... dunno if we
will meet again... dunno if we will still rmb each other... dunno if we will
bring him hame by gettin last 4 nsc.... haizz... dowan think bout it le... tats
a sad thing to think bout... haizz... den hor, tmr teat leii... miie still no
mood to study... sian... sure fail de... den hor, i sittin here, nth 2 do... so
sian... so tired... dun feel lyk doin anythin... but i noe i cnt... haizz...gg
off to mug 4 tmr de test le...

i love* MICKEY!-; 6:23 PM

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today whole day so sian lor... 2 teachers nv come...
mdm ngo n mr chong... den gt 3 lessons is free period... den reallie damn sian
lor... den hor, during 1 of the relief period, sebastian went crazy den
keep takin jy de scissors n penknife den hor dunno do wat den he keep
laughin... den hor, the teacher oso cnt tahan him le lor... so toopid... den
today during assembly, mr neo was tokin bout molestor in sengkang n punggol
areas... den we were sayin tat james foo's characteristic almost the same as the
moolestor de... onli tat his hair is nt messy, spiky n grey... lolx... den aft
tat went lab 4 ict... found out tat nxt tues no ICT cos he gt to teach the
teachers dunno wat la... den his last day we oso cnt see him siaa... sian... den
hor, we whole lesson oso no mood to listen le...haizz... den miie sore throat...
so pain... den at home oso no medicine... gg to de soon le...

i love* MICKEY!-; 5:26 PM

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today did art project in sch... do until so late... den
went hg mall... den in the end late 4 tuition... den hor, ms aileen gib de vocab
hor, miie so lousy... gt 10 wrong siaa... den hor, miie sore throat still mus go
through oral... sian... dowan post le...

i love* MICKEY!-; 8:46 PM

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today went science tuition at 1.30... den found out change teacher... to a
dunno how 2 teach de ms tan... haizz... mr chong oso betta lor... budden the
notes not bad... at least betta den mr chong de... lolx... sian... now nth 2 do
le... den oso no mood... left dunno how many days le... sian... gt mood den post
la...

i love* MICKEY!-; 5:34 PM

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9 days... today went CDAC to do art project wif huijun, jieying n jiawen...
den half way through, miie went science tuition... first time go thr... wierd
wierd de... the teacher quite monotoneless de... den hor, keep lookin at me lyk
i dunno anything lyk tat... haizz... den hor, aft tat went back to CDAC...
raining heavily... ran to CDAC den me totally wet siia... aft tat do project
until CDAC gg to clase le... den we pack... we make the CDAC table so dirty
lor... den miie n jiawen went arcade... so sian siia... den came back home n
finish up on the video... finally done le...hope can play siia...

i love* MICKEY!-; 8:25 PM

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less den 10 days left le... sian... so sad siia... its been 184 days le...
reallie dunno wat to say, wat to do... im confused... reallie confused... i
dowan tat ng person... dunno who she is... dowan noe... dowan her 2 come...
quite scared... he said tat she is good but... ... ... i cnt do anything now...
its too late... treasuring the last few days wif him is the onli thing tat we
can do... hiaz...

i love* MICKEY!-; 9:05 AM

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12 more days... so sad siia...
den hor, today
yunhann n kass n mingrong they all go propose new sitting arrangement... sian
siia... dowan change... wanna stay whr we r... the new seatin arrangement nt gd
lor... boy sit wif ger den all ppl surrounding miie ish guys... den my infront
ish lloyd leii... sure very noisy de... haizz...

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mr yeo nt leaving le?? great... den tat mr neo no nid
cum teach us le... now raining heavily... cnt go out... finished all my h.w
le... now reallie nth to do le... sian... yst germany won... 3 : 1... portugal
lost quite badly siia... but serve portugal roght... who tell them kick england
out... lolx... sian... tmr mus go back sch le... still mus face all the
teachers... sian... should takeMC... budden cnt...tmr still mus do art
project...haizz... reallie sian...

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was reading mingrong de blog... suddenly
tot of all the relief teachers... so toopid... dowan all the relief teachers
la... i wan mdm yeo back.... reallie damn HATE tat MISS TAN!!!... she reallie
treat us lyk pri. sch. kids lor... even ms nora(my pri. 5
n 6 form teacher) nv treat us lyk tat lor... toopid--- play wat toopid
game den got wat toopid score den muz acumulate score den end of month gt
present... i already sec. 2 le lei... if wanna treat us lyk pri. sch. kids den y
nt go pri sch teach la... den hor, mrs lam go mertanity leave n gt relief
teacher call ivan wu... he quite ok la... althou onli teach us 4 1 lesson but
his lesson quite fun... budden hor, dunno y 2nd lesson he nv come le... den come
another relief the relief teacher de teacher... very luan hor... den hor, tat
teacher is call mr toh... damn hate him lor... talk lyk shit la... he sux man...
hope mr wu will cum back by nxt lesson... dowan tat mr toh to teach le... i will
diie if i got all the damn lousy de teacher leii... ms tan nt gd budden at least
i gt ms aileen(my english tuition teacher) den tat mr toh nt gd den my geog sure
diie le... toopid... den wed n thurs mdm ngo nv come... wed de relief teachers
still ok la.... nv reallie care bout us... budden the thurs de teacher hor,
relief CME de... den hor, she dunno scold our class wat la... i juz noe is
vulgar language budden 4got le... den hor, she hor, so rude lor... anyhow take
ppl de bk den read le... nv even ask... den hor, she so ah lian... is the moe
blind?? y hire tis kinda teachers... I SO DAMN HATE HER TO THE CORE!!! im in
hell... all the relief teachers r gg to kill miie... actually no la... im nt in
hell... im worse den in hell... sian... if im gg to have all tis relief teachers
until year end, im sure gg to flunk my streamings... nt onli miie lor... many
ppl will flunk de lor... its all tat mr ong de fault la... sure is think tat our
class no hope le den gib us tis kinda teachers... budden we is juz PSLE nt very
gd onli ma... here's a summary of all MY CLASS DE
TEACHERS:

english: ms tan yan ling- she lyk shit
lor.. dunno how to teach den still treat us lyk primary sch. kids...

chinese: ms ang ah em - she hor, oso dunno
how to teach de... her lesson hor, no ppl listen de... den her homework oso
nobody wanna hand in... den hor, she still tok so soft... who the hell can hear
her...

math: ms tan yih tyan - she still ok la...
budden hor, miie suntimes oso dun understand her lessons but most of the time
can...

science: mr chong chew hian - he oso damn
dunno how to teach... we kao him, we all diie... even all the science pro say
tat he teachcnt understand de.. muz go home read until siao den can
understand...

history: mr yeo chin hui - he teach
is ok lor... budden hor, he ish gg to leave sch le... haizz.... change teacher
again...

geography: mr ivan wu/ mr toh - mr wu is
ok... almost our whole class listen to his lesson... quite fun lor...
budden change to mr toh den everybody oso dun lyk him lor... mr wu faster come
back la...

literature: mr selva krishnan - no nid
say... he is juz too bad... no words can describe how bad he is...

art: mdm angie ngo - gd teacher... but i
have no talents in art...

music: mr koh chee kang - his lessons is
sian sian sian

d&t: mr lau - his lesson is 90% as sian
as music lesson

LE: mdm chee yun tyan - her lesson quite
gd... hope can learn gd translation skills...

haizz... alot of teachers sux lor... hope
nxt yr can get gd teachers ba... i ren ming le... our class wif these teachers
reallie no hope le...

i love* MICKEY!-; 12:26 AM

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so tired siia... was changing esplanade de blog skin... frm yst change
until now... so ma fan... the blog skin is so narrow den have to change the msg
n everything... haizz... den still muz change song... miie change the song to
lifehouse de u n miie... sian... no time change my own blog den have to change
his blog... sian... den now nth to do le... stare at blank screen... sian... no
mood to post le...

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england vs portugal... reallie hope england will win... budden it still
lost during the penalty kick... same as argentina... both teams lost 2 balls
buring the penalty kick... y cnt all the teams or ppl or wateva i like, go into
the finals... mabbe i shld stop liking anything... den the teams will be aable
to get into the finals or wateva... haizz... so sad... dowan watch fifa
le...

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