Monday, May 07, 2007
heyys... im here again.... wif my 3rd post 2day... duno y, aft dinner, no mood 2 study... i haven started geog yet... oly printed de ans 4 tys... wana study but nth goes in... haizz... n 4 physics... im damn sick n tired of it alr... aft bout 2 hrs, i really gave up... stuck @ chpt 5, de chpt i hate most... argh... i dowan study moments... i duno anything bout it... sure fail again... hw?? i damn blur bout moments lei... budden c moments will sian diao... argh... n im havin headache again... duno hw 2 survive thru de nite... will try 2 study more... lata... when my headache gets betta... n i oso duno y im bloggin again... mabe cos bloggin reallie allows me 2 relieve sum stress... but haizz... hw i wished studyin was 1 of my hobby or interest?? den i wun haf 2 feel so stuck n lost when i tok bout studies... A
RGH!!!! n my left eyelid is twitching again... argh... can i noe wats gg 2 happen?? den i wun feel so damn troubled le... idiotic... i dowan feel so unease le... i wan my old self who is me back... de me last tues... tats reallie me... but nw, im totally lost... AGAIN... cos i feel so useless... seein every1 ard me so into their studies... but me? im jus lazin ard wif de excuse tat nth can get into my brain n im havin headache... but its true... argh... im gg crazy...
dowan tok bout it le... anw, this is a pic stolen frm vanessa's blog... oops... lol... anw, this is a picof all our toufu... so cute rite?
will try 2 b useful again... i wan a brain filled wif geog n physics by tmr... dowan an empty brain... kkayes... lets go back muggin...
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9:28 PM
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