Saturday, March 10, 2007
was readin de on9 bible... as i haven been doin so since 128569086013days ago...
jus felt so bored n i started tinkin alot again... i reallie nid 2 do somethin... 2 somethin 2 solve my problems... do somethin 2 my family...
i din reallie noe wat 2 do.. n was browsing thru some websites when i suddenly saw de on9 bible n realised tat it was donkey years ago when i haven read tat... n, mabbe i nid it 2 help me solve my problems... hopefully...
althou im nt a cristian, i find it quite enjoyable readin de bible... but, i cnt own a bible... cos my parents r buddhists n i believe tat dey will nt like de idea of me readin de bible... so, bible on9 is quite a gd choice... at least i tink so...
im still quite blur... still nt v sure wat 2 do... budden i reallie feel more relaxed... at least nt so stressed bout my problems... mabbe, i shld jus leave it 2 my parents.. mabbe... i reallie duno...
seeing them both lyk strangers @ home... i reallie duno wat 2 do... aft TAT day, i reallie duno wat 2 do... dey both seems so tired... tired aft everything happened... dey seriously nid a break... n hw i wished tat i will be able 2 help... but, i cnt...
once, i tot my family wuld be great... happy, together... but nw, i duno wat 2 tink... everybody seems so troubled... except 4 my bro... who is so ignorant n duno wat reallie happened...
reallie hope i can help... but... ... i wan my happy family...
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11:11 PM
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