Friday, March 09, 2007
thx everybody hu tried 2 comfort me n make me feel betta... im reallie betta nw... much betta... yst, i jus lied on my bed... thinkin... bout all de tings u all said... althou i din understand alot, i jus felt tat u all CARES bout me... esp 2 huijun n jieying n sebastian n daddy... dun worry bout me anymore... i guess im ok... was jus v luan yst... sorted out my feelings le... im still w/o an aim in life nw budden i will find it back... no matter whether it take days or months or years 2 find it back... i will jus get it back... will try 2 find everything tat i lost back...
huijun : nw tat u r in alr, u mus jy... at least prove 2 us tat mr lim n mr chua made de right choice lettin u all get in...
jieying : did u even manage 2 cry out w/o ppl noeing? lol... anyway, u oso mus jiayou 4 de nxt auditions... since most of de 2nd violins dowan 2 try 4 de 2nd auditions le, i wan c u get in... u mus get back ur confidence in sec 1... so u can spur me on 2 get back my confidence oso...
daddy n sebastian : sry 4 makin u all worried yst... i din ever said i cnt move on... jus tat... ... i oso duno hw 2 phrase it... anyway, will reallie try 2 jy de... thx 4 all de GOLDEN WORDS yst...
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