Sunday, March 11, 2007
i quit readin de bible... i dun understand... n i cnt concentrate... im gg crazy... seein them lyk tat, i am reallie gg 2 gif up... jus dun care le... since she oso dun care, i dun wana care le... i cnt slp... reallie duno wat 2 do... she's jus selfish... damn selfish... nv seems 2 care bout anything... when will she ever spare a thot 4 ppl? at least 4 us... im gg crazy... reallie... i seem 2 b so alone... havin so much problems... y m i de 1?? so many ppl r havin happy family.. but me? y cnt dey understand? im v stressed alr... y r dey tryin 2 vent their anger on us? makin us all feel so bad... so sad... so stressed... n im lyk de oly one hu cares... im driven 2 de end of de road... n i reallie cnt do anything... at least i duno wat 2 do...
y mus so many tings happen 2 me? one aft another... im jus a 14 year old teenager... i jus nid a normal life... hw i wished tat my life can b lyk a movie... it can be paused... let me catch my breadth b4 continuing...
i tried my best nt 2 tink too much... but, nw tings have reallie gotten far too out of hand tat i cnt stay away frm it... if i can turn back time, i promise tat i will do sumting frm de start so as nt 2 allow tings 2 worsen... but, since i cnt, i'll try de oly way out... hope i can reallie find de courage 2 do so... hope i can reallie improve de situation... i'll do anything 2 get back de happy family tat i once had...
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