jus dun go...
u'll regret it if sumting happen...
i regretted gg...
really regretted...
will blog in details bout y u shldn't go lata...
when i calmed down...
OMG...
im still feelin so blank n traumatised by wat happened jus nw...
OMG!!!

so, i'll jus blog de pix taken 2day...

went 2 mdc quite early...

budden daren din cum till v late...

n he was late so, he din stop 4 us...

sad...

den went down recep n went up 2 radio again...

saw nat n nick n weiqi thr...

took pix wif nat...

den we waited until ard 6.25...

den we went down recep 2 go in 2 watch psc nite...

sat quite front...

den was so mad...

lol....

daren sang xin sui liao wu hen...

lol...

den we wanted 2 cheer budden our cheer dun suit de song,

so in de end we din cheer...

aft whole show, we went down 2 take lift up 2 recep..

den de lift is bout 1/2 full...

tricia dowan other ppl 2 cum in @ nxt lvl...

den we all walked 2 de front n told de other ppl tat de lift full liaoz...

lol...

halfway, daren called tricia...

we all so damn scared...

scared tat he leave alr...

budden de lift no reception...

so tricia called him again when we reached recep..

den he say he @ radio alr...

den we all run lyk siao char bor...

lol...

when reached thr,

i looked so crazy...

lol..

manage 2 take a pic wif daren...

its been so long since i last took pix wif him...

so, tis time damn high...

tis is de pic wif him..

abit blur,

budden still v high...

den i asked him 2 sign my fone...

although its nt mine...
but nvm la...
i dun care...
n i asked him 2 sign my bk...
n took sum pix in de mean time...

take 1

take 2
take 3
take 4
n took sum solo pix of him...

so cuteeeeee........

n these r sum pix tat xueting took wif my fone...

lol...

msn oso nobody on9 nw...
den nobody tokin 2 me...
haizz...
reallie wana slp...
nxt period is eng...
dowan go back class...
reallie wana stay here...
den wun b so sian...
dowan any lessons la...

anw, jus nw oly math gt teach...
n is 1 qn niaa...
all other lessons r free period...
so shiok siaa...

so sian nw...
gg 2 fall asleep liao...
poor jiayi...
still doin de rio tinto ting...
so ke lian...

oh ya...
i 4got 2 say...
yst saw chengxi n his gf @ bugis mrt..
den he was lyk kip lookin @ us...
lol...
cos is i kip lookin @ him oso la...
den he told his gf...
den she oso turn n kip lookin...
lol...
he mus b feelin so wierd...
cos we look so long le den jieying suddenly say hihi 2 him...
lol...

okayys...
tis period over le...
mus leave soon...
haizz...
will reallie blog again tonite...

nw gg 2 blog bout de past few days...
so sad, unable 2 blog de pix...
reallie sry but will try 2 do it b4 i go china which is lyk 8 more days...

yst went 2 bugis wif leiyi, jieying n huijun..
bout sum tings but alot cnt buy cos i no $$...
hw i wished tat i had more $$...
haizz...
i wan tat pants...
n tat shirt...
argh... damn poor nw.. haizz...

lata still gt briefing 4 china trip...
so sian...
wil blog lata...
if jie is nt usin de modem...
haizz...
hope mummy get new broadband soon...

dowan tok bout it le la...
anw, jus nw aft sch went cp wif jiayi n leiyi
went 2 walk ard...
den bought present 4 ... ...
tink is quite gd la...
hope she lyks it...

anw, went 2 kiddy palace...
saw tis damn cute n big stitch...
omg...
so nice lor...
budden, i dowan it...
such a waste of space...

anw, i rather tat stitch go 2 a betta home...

countdown 10days 2 de china trip...
haven buy lotsa tings yet...
de souvenir is worst...
duno wat 2 buy...
budden, still haf 2 buy...
tis tings r killin me....
hopefully, when i go bugis tmr,
i will b able 2 find de gifts...
hopefully ba...
duno lei...

wana buy lotsa tings...
budden no $$...
haizz...
duno hw...
reallie mus save $$ le...
mus jiayou...

kkayes... will blog de pix of stitch n dumbo again...

live life 2 de fullest n dun do tings 2 regret... or, u'll reallie hate urself n live such miserable life...
takkaire my frens... dun lose ur true self lyk me..
i noe lotsa u r facin problems...
but, b brave n face it...
make correct decisions...
make gd use of everything u can get...
in a gd way...
alwayz haf tat smile on ur face... :) :) :)
lets all jiayou tgt...

went 2 tiong baru 2 mt rachel, vanessa, rah n xueting... was thr early... when i tot i'll b late... den waited quite awhile b4 everybody reached... den we went mos burger find xueting... den we go walk walk c c 2 find jiemin's present... n we bout tis cute toufu tat was de same as our hp keychain... den we went ps n ssc n bugis... aft tat, we took train 2 batok 2 mt jiemin... arranged 2 mt @ 6 budden we were quite late... anw, we still got thr n quite a few ppl were late as well... so we waited @ wm...

at de mean time, we took pix of de toufu n b'dae gurl...

de 2 cute pink n yellow toufu...

burfdae gurl wif her present...

xiao wu jian da wu... yellow toufus
big yellow toufu wif rachel n rah's toufu...

jiemin's pink toufu...
papa toufu wif 3 children...
mama toufu wif 2 children...
HAPPY FAMILY... lol...
pink tic tac toe...

yellow tic tac toe...

den, jiemin n xueting went 2 buy charcoal... i went 2 toilet wif vanessa n rachel... den, cos of sum reason, rachel had 2 leave early... sad... but rachel, dun so sry bout it worr... we noe ur reason n its nt ur fault... dun so stressed up oso... gt anything can tell us de... dun kip it 2 urself... let everything out n u might feel betta... dun 4get tat we r c5 always havin fun n laughter tgt but, we can face problems tgt as well... so, dun kip everythin 2 urself kkayes... i duno if i can help but, if u reallie nid my help in any way, dun hesitate 2 approach me... i'll b v g;ad 2 help u if i can... so, dun sad le kkayes... thr's so many ppl thr 4 u...

okay.. back 2 topic... we went 4 de bbq n were sittin thr being so wierd... den we chatted among ourself... ard 8.45, went 2 coffee shop 2 watch psc night... cos we wana c hu's nxt wk's guest... cos rachel wun b able 2 go n vanessa might or might nt b able 2 go... so, i was sumhw prayin 4 dem... cos if dey cnt go, dey'll b damn sad... den ard 8.55, de host said its angela... vanessa was so high tat she jumped up... lol... den we high all de way back.. but, vanessa called rachel 2 double cfm... den she say tat is angela n daren... sad 4 dem... den vanessa was suddenly so opposite of high... lol...

den, it was time 4 cake cuttingn everyone haf 2 drink beer... i cnt cos i will b nagged by papa... n another reason, its tiger... a beer tat i damn hate... lol... den i gt f&n grape... n vanessa poured sum tiger into it n it was lyk sux lor... had nv liked tiger n wun ever lyk it... n vanessa, rah n xueting all cnt finish their beer... cos it was lyk so... ... ... lol... den rah kip licking her lolipop... lol...

anw, tis is my f&n grape wif a lil tiger... lol

de cake tat was so nan chi...
n xueting started playin wif my fone camera... tis is vanessa kena shot by xueting wif my camera... lol...

anw, will try 2 blog bout jiemin's present tmr... gg 2 slp soon...

dowan tok bout it le... anw, this is a pic stolen frm vanessa's blog... oops... lol... anw, this is a picof all our toufu... so cute rite?

will try 2 b useful again... i wan a brain filled wif geog n physics by tmr... dowan an empty brain... kkayes... lets go back muggin...

nw takin a break frm physics... had been studyin physics since 4.30... such a miracle tat i can concentrate on physics 4 an hour n a half... i'll usually fall asleep by half an hr... lol... budden reallie had a v gd rest jus nw... slept frm 3-4 n slacked until 4.30 b4 i started studyin... but, i still haf tis damn wierd feelin... its been wif me since yst nite... left eyelid twitching... tossin n turnin ard n cnt slp... damn bad headache... duno y... hope tat nth bad will happen... dowan anythin bad 2 happen... im alr v stressed up... esp cos im sick n i haf 2 study... sianz... reallie haf de urge 2 take mc tmr n dun go sch... but i cnt... gt 2 impt exams tmr... i dowan 80% of my marks niaa... sianz... tink i'll eat loads of panadol 2day n tmr... haizz... my poor brain... alr havin such splittin headache yet it still haf 2 work n study... haizz... budden i haven started on geog yet... dowan fail any subjects... nt even physics... jus wana pass all subjects in mye... of nt, i'll die,,, will b nagged so much by mummy... cos i kip gg events n told her i went 2 study... im soooo sry 4 lyin... budden, if i dun lie, i wun haf de chance 2 go out le... n i will miss de fun filled wknds... so, sry mummy... i nt gu yi de... lol...

did physics assessment till chpt 4... mus cheong de last few chpts... den mus go study geog le.... aft tat mus do physics fys if i haf de time... argh... so much 2 do n so lil time... hw i wished i culd haf more time... budden dun ask me y im still slackin when i dun haf time le... its jus cos i nid 2 rest... my neck is sore aft bendin n lookin @ de bks 4 sooooo long... haven studied since 1530145065413648 years ago... reallie feel wierd studyin... but, i will jiayou de... lets all cheong tgt... jiayou!!

a damn cute pig... OMG... its soooooooo cute...
de pig n de board... hope he lyk it.. lol... i can still rmb his reaction when he receive de pig... lol...

these r de cute cute toufu tat we bought...
my green toufu...
n we went 2 do de board tat we r goanna gif daren...

here's everyone concentrating on de msg...
rachel n vanessa...

jiemin
de stickers n papers...
my msg 4 him...
de final product... im so glad de final product was so nice...

tis is mummy oso lookin @ de tv...
n tis cute lil boy boy... his hair damn nice lor... shuai...
den aft i "swallowed" my food down hurriedly, n left about half a bowl left 4 mummy, i went 2 take lrt 2 punggol mrt...

n tis is my 1st time takin punggol lrt...

view frm de lrt...

i damn love tis pic... lyk roller coaster...
n tis is punggol mrt station...

tis cute lil ger ger was playin wif de pole...
these 2 boy boy oso... duno wat dey doin... but seems v fun...
escalator frm hougang mrt... lol... i noe im lame...
the stairs... 'dotz'... lol...
when we reached leiyi's hse. we went into de rm n i saw tis v nice scenery...

take 2
take 3
den we started doin our notes...

takin out all our stuffs... de table damn messy...

all our textbooks n stationaries...
leiyi writin her notes...

c... so damn lyk zhen1 zi3

heyy... tats my bk... but whr m i?? lol... slackin...

but i manage 2 finish my notes... c, i so guai1...den we bagan slackin...

n tis v lame leiyi started doin "math"... cos is suan4 shu4(countin trees)... lol...

n leiyi started playin wif my camera...

tryin 2 b zi lian...

n here r sum random pix tat we took...

aft slackin 4 quite long, we left... with our finished notes... n we went cp 2 buy stationaries... but cp de popular alot of tings dun haf lor... but we both bought a notebook each... v nice lor... but i damn lazy 2 take pic of it...

aft tat, we took train 2 hougang... n took pix on de train...

n when we were walkin 2 hougang mall, we saw tis damn cute boy boy...

OMG... he's damn cute... im fallin in love wif him... lols... n he kip lookin @ us... wo bei dian dao le... lols...

ok... shall end my post here... tmr CL paper... to all NCHS ppl... mus jiayou 4 exams... n 2 all ppl takin exams... mus jiayou worr...

tis is de pic wid carrie... but gt tat stupid guy behind... haizz... wasted siaa...

me wif diya... finally gt 2 take a pix wif her aft so many events...
me n daren... look so wierd...
ok... tats all... i dowan copyright any pix, tats y i nv blog de other pix... lol... will go mug 4 my physics test tmr... wish me gd luck... dowan fail so badly anymore... haizz... jiayou everybody...

tis is ethan sliding...

eddie sliding duno wat eddie doin...

ethan trying 2 kick duno wat... lol...

eddie pointin ethan's direction 2 us...

those 2 bros havin a race...


oppps... ethan fell...
they were posin 4 us 2 takepix...

me n ethan... somehow, i look damn wierd in tis pic...
me n eddie...
oops... whr's ethan??
gd bros 4eva...
does tis look lyk body-less head?

ethan tryin 2 hit yanling..
ethan's pose 4 camera...

take 1

take 2
eddie's pose 4 de camera

take 1

take 2 - tryin 2 act lyk tarzan
take 3
playin a duno wat game... i oso damn blur...
ethan stole a ger's shoe... oops...

anw, reallie had an enjoyable day wif these 2 boys... lookin 4ward 2 meetin dem again...

everybody were so happy when we received de results... see?? even jieying is smiling so happily...


then, we started takin pictures...
take 1

take 2

me & jiayu.. duno y, i look so wierd in tis pic...

us wif mr wong, mr hareesh n 'ah gong'

candid shot

NCSO!!

there was tis mess in de studio...
de polar cakes tat mdm pey bought 4 us... yummy... gt de famous amous smell...
de messy chairs n stands... lol... nobody bother 2 clean up...

n we were so crazy tat we used our sash 2 rite de words...

wenhai came at ard 11+ n stayed 4 a while

daren bbq-ing 4 us

daren wif de presnt we gave him... hope he likes it...

daren bbq-ing

daren n wenhai... gd bro

us wif daren n wenhai

me n wenhai

us wif daren

another damn artistic pic wif daren

me n daren...

1 of our zi lian pic while waiting 4 daren

3 cheers n 3 cheers n 4 cheers 4 SO
hip hip
hurray!
hip hip
hurray!
hip hip
hurray!

omg... i was so high jus nw... n when de results were out, i jumped up n most of us cried... cos we tot we cnt even get silver...
we were reallie so damn happy... aft tis few mths of hardwork, it was finally paid off...

within de last few mths, we had gone thru alot... auditions aft auditions... ppl bein kicked out n revived again.... i've been pass 3 auditions... all wif so much fear... i went out once, but is thankful 4 de 2nd auditions which pulled me back...

within de last months, we had gone thru quarrels, cries, scoldings, tough practising, improvement, laughter and alot alot more...

havin morning practise starting frm 7 everyday n afternoon practice ending at 6+ everyday, we all felt so damn tired... listening 2 texians n chorale, we r alr tired of it... n @ sum parts, we jus felt tat we cnt do it but still haf 2...

we haf all lost quite alot of tears 4 SO within de past months... reallie alot... whenever we felt too stressed up, we cry, whenever thr is auditions, we cry too... sumtimes even when we get scolded as well... all the tears can form a flood alr...

i believe tat we all love SO... love viola section... we did alot... we've once been a v lousy section, always givin trouble 2 de others n dissapointing everyone... but, we r oso de most hardworking section... practising de most n reaching de earliest... we reallie did alot 4 tis syf...

we've seen everybody improving n growing up... getting betta n betta... comforting each other when we feel sad and sharing our laughters made us feel lyk a family...

2day is a v impt day 4 us... nt jus cos its syf... its cos it will b our last time preforming tgt... cos tis will b de sec 4's last performance... they r leaving le... reallie leaving... hopefully we will get tgt again nxt time... n perform 4 everybody... luckily, we gt gd results... n tis will b de farewell presents 4 de seniors... will miss dem all... SO wun b fun w/o dem practising n jokin wif us... but we will anticipate their return when dey finished o levels...

ty all de seniors 4 ur guidance thru tis period of time... we've reallie learnt alot frm u all n all e best 4 ur o levels which is cumin real soon.... jiayou!!

ok... i got these pix frm daddy's blog... cos he din send me...

these pics r taken last fri durin de gd friday celebration...

ok... i noe im crazy..

went mdc... i was late... v late... cos i missed de bus... n, i reached thr bout 1... den rachel n vanessa quite high... cos dey saw mayday... budden i dun reallie care la... cos i nt v v lyk mayday la... oly ok nia... den we waited... n we saw de bus came out again... den we saw mayday again... ndey went high again... lol... den we waited 4 quite long... n it was so damn WARM!!! poor rachel was wearing black... n we sat thr... n we saw a guy in a cab... vanessa tink he's quite familiar... den when he came down, we found out tat he ish weiqi... den asked him y he alone... den he say cos he late liao... budden we still took photo wif him... cos he say he still gt 3 mins... poor weiqi... haf 2 rush lyk siao cos of us... lol... den we took photo wif him lor... n rachel's pic was lyk so white... lol...

anyway, we waited quite long until rachel cnt stand it anymore... she nid water... so she went 2 recep wif vanessa 2 buy water... den i sat thr... n while they were away, i saw pornsak.. n yunying n joanne pey... n quite a few la... budden its either i 4got their names or i jus dun lyk dem... den rachel n vanessa came back... wif tickets... i tot is ren ci de lor... budden in de end found out tat is the numbers game de... budden nvm la... oso can... den we waited v long again... n there were more ppl @ radio le... den finally, we saw his car... den we were lyk crazy... den walk 2 de road... den we say hi 2 him... n he was lyk askin us wat we doin thr den we walk 2 his car n he stopped... n scroll down his window pane? i duno hw 2 phrase it... jus he made his window come down la... lol... anyway, he jus tok 2 us n ask us whether we gt de tix anot... den we say no la... den he say he oso cnt get de tix... den rachel wanted 2 take his pic la... budden vanessa left her cam @ her bag thr n 4got 2 bring... so we used rachel's fone... n it was lyk so wierd....

budden still ok la... ok.. im confusin myself... lol... den asked him whether he will b free 2 cum out anot... he said no... so nvm lor... anyway, we jus said bb n he went in... den shihui came... lol... she jus missed him... budden she nt daren fan la.. so nvm...

rah n jiemin came... den we were lyk gg crazy thr... @ ard 4, we left... 4 j8... rachel went thr 2 eat... me n vanessa jus nidded water... n we sat thr 4 quite long... discussin bout something... den we went home ard 5.30... oso nth much happened le... im jus damn tired... will slp aft de show... i haven finished my hols hw... wish me gd luk...

so diff as when my screen change colour rite? hopefully i dun get tat kinda colour screen again...

i can stop worrying bout my screen le.. can go 2 slp le... dowan 2 wake up 5.33 tmr mornin again... hopefully wanling stop tinkin bout de viola ting oso... have a happy hols w/o practices... tats nt reallie bad rite? jus relax..

my 3rd post 2dae...

I WAN MY SCREEN BACK!!!

I DOWAN A PINK SCREEN!!!

duno y, my screen turn pink all of a sudden... walau... n huijun, jieying, sebastian n daddy kip laughin...

EVIL!!

n my bro say they r EVIL CREATURES!!
all so bad 2 me.. i so ke lian... i seriously nid a new monitor.. i jus wana get rid of tis super ultra big, ugly, old n DAMN LOUSY screen...

I NID A NEW MONITOR!!

help me.. im gg crazy cos of tis computer... haizz...here's de proof...

daddy damn funny...

miie n him...

den when lettin him sign. we kip helpin him take tings... lol... he reallie gt damn lots of tings 2 take lor... lol...

den, chengxi came... lol... he wore SHORTS?!?! anyway, wan him 2 take pix wif daren... den they agreed... budden.. ... ... ...

is daren tan lookin @ de cam??

anyway, mornin went 2 xiao gu's hse ard 12++ budden we r still de earliest... cos nobody tell us tat everybody gg ard late afternoon... sianz... go thr waste time sia... den jie play wif my cousin, jia hao... very cute lor... den we eat... n ard 1.30 jie came... den aft tat, da gu came... den dey all eat... n we play black jack... den at first kip losing... budden aft tat won... lol... den we go play play wif de kids... n jia hao was playin wif tis mask...

take 1

take 2...

so cute lor...

n i saw tis... jia hao's class photo... so cute...

n finally, i was so sian in tat room tat i went out 2 explore de hse...

n i saw tis hamper... lol... thr's a gap in between de 2 can of abalone... n its cos we ate de other can of abalone... lol...

n xiao shu so damn astro boy fannatic lor... gt so many astro boy tings @ home... n i took pix of oly 2 nia... so sad...

take 1

take 2

n i saw mummy... helpin out 4 de dinner...

gt lotsa food...

tis is some... thr's so much food lor... n all de gd stuff... n tis caught my eye...

tis is yongsheng draw de hse... walau... he pri 2 lei... gg 2 turn 8 soon lei... drawin still worse den 2 5 yr old kids... walau... he nt paiseh de arh...

n tis is jiahao playin... duno wat he tryin 2 do...

n jiahao wif de damn wierdo expression...

jiahao damn cute lor... budden wats yongsheng tryin 2 do?? so scary siaa...

dey look lyk couple lor... lols...

i manage 2 take a pic of him when he was tokin 2 miie... n he din even realise it... lol...

n when we were all nt lookin, jiahao hid into de wadrobe... lol...

den aft tat, we ate... n play back jack again... nv lose or win much la... budden reallie damn fun playin wif dem... lolx.... n we went back home @ bout 11... took cab home n guess wat we did imm...

opened all our ang pows... lol...

countin $$...

n cos i owe mummy $138, i have 2 return her thru my ang pow $$$$... n i left tis lil... OMG... so little lor...

n aft de long day, my bro was dog tired...

n he fell asleep on de sofa... lol...

its reallie a long day... v tired liao... mus slp le... cya soon.. lol...

oh ya... i 4got... i took pix wif angie mummy n carrie...

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anyway, i yst went 2 indoor stadium 4 de PSS GRAND FINALS DE REHEARSAL!!! OMG!!! cnt believe i will be able 2 c de whole show long b4 u all out thr can see it... lol... damn high lor...

anyway, at first i tot is onli de FC ppl go thr practice cheer nia... din expect 2 be able 2 go in n rehearse wif dem n watch their rehearsal... OMG...

n we took de FC tee... i tink quite nice lor... oly tat its too big le... n thr's daren's face on it... lols...

n we go change... when we cum back, all de FC ppl were packin their tings n so we oso take our bags lor... den dey walked in... n we followed... den de person gave us sumthing...

de cheer grp pass... OMG... nv tot i will be able 2 take tis kinda pass n go 4 tis kinda rehearsal... anyway, we took de same pass as de css ppl lor... so honoured.. lolx...

den we went in n saw de stage... very nice lor...

ok... it's so nice lor... n den, dey started showin tis pic...

its damn scary lor... n tis pic, daren de blue hair looks more obvious... lol...

n beside it, on both sides, gt tis ting...

looks lyk those old shang hai city gt tis kinda signboards on de streets... lolx...

n we practiced our cheers... daren daddy n diya baby came out 4 a while... n went in... n vanessa n rachel told miie tat we wun be able 2 c de whole full dress rehearsal de la... haiz.. nvm...

n we saw pss overall champions frm s'pore, weilian, frm malaysia, jon(john) huang jun yuan... he very shuai... n cute... lolx... n de vietnam de, i 4got her name liao... budden i dun lyk her lor.. walau... so mei4... walau... cnt stand her... n she sing de duno wat song..

n we continued practicing our cheer, till bout 7.34pm, dey said tat we can go out 4 dinner liao... i tot mus be we go buy ourself de... den we went out... at near de entrance thr, we saw de superstars... saw daren daddy... n we said halo 2 him... he oso gt say hi 2 us... happy le lor.. lolx... den we kip walkin n saw kenny... he see us den wana laugh cnt laugh... den vanessa say hi 2 him... den he hi back... lolx... very funny lor... den aft tat, everytime i see him, i will wana laugh...

den we acc rachel go buy drink... when walk back, saw de other daren FC de ppl... dey all gt take rice box(fan4 he2)... den dey tell us go eat... actually dey all very friendly la.. quite over friendly sometimes... budden im ok wif dem...

den we go take... wanted 2 share 2 boxes within de 3 of us budden, we cnt even finish 1... lolx... we all sick le... anyway, we jus stood thr n finished our food... feelin so tired... n we go throw our de box la.. anyway, we walked back, went toilet, n went back into de stadium... waited quite long... was about 2 slp, when everybody came back...

de hosts, quan yi feng n jeff wang came out... wearin their costumes... its was gg 2 be de full dress rehearsal... n we r able 2 watch it... OMG.. so high...

den de full dress rehearsal finally started... n daren came out wif his 1st n 2nd n bla bla no. of songs... so fun lor... n all de guests came... all except gary... anyway, we went 2 take pix of de malaysia superstar...

n he had 2 leave.. n we went back 2 our seats... n finally... de results was here...

can u c de 2 pix?? its so OMG.. so ugly sia... lyk monster lor... n almost all de FC ppl were playin 'spot de difference'.. lolx... den it went blinkin n blinkin n de results is nt out... lol... den another ting came out n de results is out... shant tell u de results... see de real 1 2day... lol...

den dey were showin tis vid, gt all de pss de tings de... n guess wat i saw... its miie... on national TV... walau... so paiseh... n its so damn obvious... walau... nvm... haizz... den end le...

we went out... at jus nw saw daren de place, we saw nat n kelvin playin... walau... so childish... n we wanted 2 take pix wif both of dem... budden kelvin run away.. cos nat beat him... den vanessa took pix wif nat... den kelvin cum out 2 ka jiao... lolx... den nat was lyk runnin about... dowan let kelvin beat him... lolx...

i was de last 2 take pic wif him... n he showed an unexpected action...

lol... so cute... anyway, he reallie damn funny lor...

we wanted 2 take pix wif kelvin... budden de stupid person dun allow... den chase us out... sian...

den we all went outside 2 wait... saw kelvin cum out.. he went 2 his car thr... stole a cigarret den went in... so funny... n den say daren n jon n anson outside... dey were smokin.. all except anson... den he finish le den go back in lor...

den we waited very long 4 him lor... den we FINALLY saw him at bout 1++... den went 2 ask for his signature... n take pix... took 1 damn artistic pic lor...

michelle lew... okay... she came down frm a cab... n we shouted 4 her... den many secs lata, we decided 2 take pix wif her... lols... so fan ying chi dun... lols... n so we took pix wif her when she look so wierd w/o her make up... n when we were takin pix halfway, a car came in... n we saw...

maxilian... oo... mao mao so cute siaa... very chio oso... i was so damn shocked 2 c her lor... anyway, serene teased her by sayin tat she choose nat or wat de... lolx...

we waited n saw jeremy chan... we wanted 2 take pix wif him budden he say he bz so cnt take...

anyway, dey went in n we saw a cab come in... thr were 2 guys in de cab... guess hu...

le sheng... he was so 'statue' when we took de pix... omg... he din smile at all... walau... spoil my pic... n de view... it was so dark... haizz...

n de 2nd one is??

yea... jon... he was very funi... when serene tok 2 him...

n we saw sheila... wana take pix wif her budden she say she nv make up very ugly n she refused.. haizz...

den we waited.. n saw sumone's car... rachel n vanessa say is nt his... budden i tink is his lei... anyway, he came in... lols.. so it was his car... den we were lyk so crazy...

den he went in n we waited... saw many ppl walk here walk thr... cum in cum out... budden dey all say de bz den cnt take pix...

den we went event.. bought 20 pckts of pss cards jus 4 daren's poster.. lols... we damn crazy...

den gt autograph session of de cd... we queued... n squeezed... n was caught in de rain... n finally gt 2 take auto frm daren... phew... finally... we oso screamed till no throat liao... lols... den we were lyk so crazy... we went2 queue up again 2 sign on de cd... (cos de previous time is sign on cover pg...)

den we took pix wif...

"go find diya baby... no... go find daren daddy..." lols... damn funny... den we went on stage... again...

got daren's auto again... n we said " Daren daddy, we wan mcdonalds oso..." lolx... den his reaction damn cute lor... "OH NO!! diya, how??" lolx...den diya dun even wana ans him lor... lolx... den we went down stage... saw dawn n jeremy kwan... wanted 2 take pix wif jeremy budden alot of ppl... n no time liao... so onli took wif dawn nia...

so wierd sia...

den we went st james... cos daren n diya nid go thr 4 933 birthday bash ma.. den we follow lor... n we took cab thr... de driver duno how 2 go thr lei... den in de end brought us 2 vivo.. walau... den we searched very long until we finally reached st james...

den we waited outside... until de person told us tat dragonfly is another side... den we walk away... n de superstars cum out.. walau.. den we wanted 2 run back budden too late liao... anyway, we went 2 dragonfly... n saw performance... n daren n diya came out.. we shouted lyk crazy... lolx... den rachel was choosen 2 go up on stage 2 play games wif de DJs n daren n diya... she was so nervous... at least she looked nervous.. lols... den daren handed her de gift... she mus be damn happy.. lolx... den dey went away.. walau.. so fast... n we were bout 2 run away 2 chase when we saw pei fen... we wanted 2 take pix wif her budden she say aft de event... so we went 2 chase daren lor...

den we went 2 de other door... n waited n waited.. made new frens... we were so sian tat we so zi lian... go take pix of ourself...

take 1... so wierd man...

take 2... betta budden still wierd...

n so, we waited n waited until duno how long le.. den we ask de person whether daren is still inside... den he say daren in de toilet... walau... no wonder so long la... den a long while lata, dey came out... FINALLY...

Omg... i managed 2 be 1 of de 4 ppl who took wif him... lols... of course rachel n vanessa managed 2 take pix wif him oso la... anyway, tis is de pic... everybody i asked, said tat i look lyk im lying on his shoulder... (can anybody tell miie its nt true?? i dun look lyk im lying on his shoulder??) budden im nt... whu will believe miie... im innocent... walau... lata kena hacked by other daren fans... haiz... budden daren reallie look nice in tis pic...

anyway, he came n went soon... budden i still managed 2 pass de letter tat mingrong rite, 2 diya... so im nt nei jiu anymore... cos is de cindy jie dun let us take pix wif her de...

den we went back dragon fly... on de way, saw li yi frm 933...

she's sick... so poor thing...

n outisde dragonfly, we saw... ... ...

zhiyong... he looks damn wierd in real life lor...

n we waited n waited again... cos pei fen haven cum out yet... n we saw alot of DJs... budden din take pix wif dem... den guess hu we saw now..

lee teng... he very friendly oso... n very cute.. lols...

den finally....

pei fen is out... okay... she rmb us... as daren'a fans... she gt gd memmory... n we told her our names... hopefully she remembers...

n we were bout 2 go when we saw wei bin takin pix wif others, so we went over n took pix wif her oso...

she oso very friendly... lol... nice person...

anyway, tats all de pix n a very long post... longest since duno how long ago... lolx... damn tired nw... duno wat 2 blog oso... so till nxt time ba...

de chair damn cool lor... look lyk bar...

de chair which i sat on...

de cool round chair... OMG... so cool lor...

de front of de bus... so cool...

a clearer view...

de back of de bus... OMG its so damn cool...

anyway, i went mdc in de afternoon... waited 4 daren... saw few sampat ppl... walau... dey damn kao bei kao bu lor... extra de... anyway, dun tok bout dem... will spoil my mood... we bought bird nest 4 daren... u all mus be feeling 'WOAH'... budden duno lei... is rachel wana buy de... anyway, we went 2 bukit panjang plaza lata, n passed it 2 daren... OMG... damn high... den we went back mdc n saw de bus come back... HIGH... n waited... saw my god didi n didnt tok 2 him... den was bout 2 go off when i saw daren's car... i was de 1st 1 2 c his car... we got xin ling gan ying... lols... den we all run 2 him... den took pix of him... den found out tat he once studied banking n finance... walau... so smart siaa... cnt believe it...

here's a pic of daren...

its so damn shuai lor... OMG>.. n tats angie's bag... lols...

n on de female recordings last tues, averil took a pic of miie n mingrong w/o us noeing... walau... so paiseh...

ok... its miie n mingrong... so paiseh... argh... n tis is copied frm averil's blog...

ok... nth 2 say liao... bb...

den went radio... no ppl... went back recep... saw a bus gg 2 radio... den tink i saw daren... lolx... so high... den ran 2 radio... budden nv c him sia... sad.. budden we saw carrie...

den we went np... reach thr quite late...budden dey haven reach.. went 2 find vanessa n her frens... den waited...

dey finally came out... so high... daren wear de same old clothes...was tinkin whether if mdc no more costumes liao arh... duno... den daren went up 4 onli less den 5 mins lei... walau..

den de host say him n diya nid 2 rush off 4 other tings... so sad... den we went chase him... haven even near dem den de toopid NP de ppl block us... say cnt... den i say jus wana gif him tings den she help us pass...

den daren cum nearer... den i ask him 2 sign de mingrong tat time tat signature sign half de... den he say orh... ok... lols... den i ask him whether can take pix den he say ok... den de NP de person cnt do anything... den more ppl cum n take pix wif him liao... lolx...

anywya, here's de pix wif him...

OMG... damn high... den he left soon after... n mingrong say he kip wavin 2 miie... OMG... so high...den we left... went back home...

today went mdc at bout 11.30... reach b4 rachel n vanessa... saw nobody... den dey cum n we went radio 2gether... den very damn long lata, DAREN CAME... omg... den he smile 2 us... n alot of tings happened n i took pix wif him again... lolx...

a pic wif weijian... at NP, SCC de concert, kelaido sound IV : de la musique...

another pic wif weijian... near de entrance via exit of NP... i standin beside him lei... woots.. so high...

n here's de pic i promised long time ago...

last time at huijun's hse do de chocolate cornflakes...

Ingredients:

chocolate...

cornflakes...

rainbow dots...

other 'aparatus' needed:

'paper cups'... issit how u call it?

1 'paper cup'..

a pot...

sumthing 2 boil hot water...

knives n choping board.. of course is clean de la... nt dirty lyk tat... ish bad example...

plates n spoon... all mus be clean...

bowl n fork...

steps:

firstly, cut de chocolate into smaller pieces...

put de chocolate, wif hot water n heat it...

heat until chocolate totally melts...

mix cornflakes n melted chocolate together in a bowl...

put into cups...

put rainbow dots...

den done liao la... i other day den post more pix... nw damn scared 4 daren... 8 more mins... gtg le... nw hands trembling, stomach pain liao...

den he went in... den we waited... until bout 2, i saw a car... gt wheel behind de... look lyk daren's mum de... den rachel gt a call... frm her fren... sayin tat daren jus went in thru radio gate... haizz.. den we went down to radio gate... alot of ppl was waiting thr, including sheena n gang... den we waited lor... den finally very long lata, we saw daren cum out... he drove de car to mdc n nt his mum... den duno hu shouted.. "daren!!" den daren look at us n wave... den she shouted again.. " ke yi chu lai yi xia zi ma?" at first, we tot he wun cum out de.. budden he walked out... OMG... so high... den we ask him whether can take pix anot den he say "huh... wo hai mei you make up lei.." lol... we say nvm den he okok lor... den took pix wif him... damn high siaa...

damn high lor... took alot of pix... budden no time 2 copyright so nv upload... see gt mood den upload la... anyway, he went in soon... den when dey came out again, we were de onli ones left... sheena n gang was on de cab alr... a guy came out 2 us and ask if we wan pss recordings tix so we take lor... den de superstars came out in de bus... we wave 2 daren den he wave back 2 us n he was smiling frm ear 2 ear... we cnt even see his eyes siaa... anyway, his smile was so real tat i cnt 4get lor... den dey left... we walked back 2 recep 2 wait 4 cab.. den saw sheena n gang de cab still thr... den rush 2 recep n saw de superstars de bus... den de bus drove away seconds lata... daren was lookin de other side... sad... suddenly, he turned 2 look at us n smile... lol... so cute... den we took cab 2 tpy n walk walk den take bus go home liao...

kkayes... tats all 4 2day... gt mood den post ba...

Now on de bus back to sch.. Concert jus end.. Now very tired.. So long nv blog le so decide to blog frm my fone.. Actually oso 4got wat reallie happened, onli a little bit, so tis post will be very short wed, 22 nov: got rehearsal, got class chalet oso.. Went Pasir ris meet huijun n jieying b4 gg to chalet. Saw mr yeo. Neva call him, cos Duno if he got see me anot.. Anyway, i went meet dem den go run see if can catch up wif mr yeo anot.. hahas, we Damn lame lor.. Den saw him boarding a bus den jieying dowan follow him den in de end cause us to waste our time at Pasir ris interchange.. Den went chalet put bag den play dai di den go back sch.. Den aft rehearsal went back chalet den eat den bath den play dai di whole nite.. Thurs, 23 nov: forgot le.. Oops.. Im lame.. Lol.. Fri, 24 nov: went hougang central cos i left chalet de day b4 go thr buy lunch.. Den saw richmond n cheekit n Duno hu.. Den i quickly turn back.. Lols.. Dey saw me anyway, so no difference.. Den i walk back hougang mall.. Saw daryl n joyce at sweet talk.. Didnt disturb dem.. Lols.. Den aft tat walk outta hougang mall buy tings again.. Den saw jiawen, Leiyi n lloyd.. Walau.. Tat day keep seeing classmates sia.. Sat, 25 nov: oso 4got le.. Lols.. Sun, 26 nov: today concert.. Went sch den go vch den play lor.. Nth much happened.. Concert quite successful la..

huijun blur blur w/o knowing tat i took her pix...

take 2

result of baby powder on his face

hiding frm miie
take 1

take 2

take 3

even the TV oso change le wor...

Den miie n Jiawen took pics together b4 wanting came...

take 1

take 2 (lolx... so zi lian...)

den wanting came...

take 1

take 2

den wanting wif jiawen...

den we saw the sun set...

take 1

take 2

take 3

take 4

the eeyore wif speaker function

the sound comes out frm the leg worr...

yst night, received e-mail frm ms ng... say today n thurs n fri gt ict... i
send her sms ask bout nsc... she nv reply until today morning 6++.... actually
tot she is quite friendly lor... they way she reply my sms... jus now went labat
2.30... lab almost full...tot she haven ask the ppl 2 go to the other lab... go
ask her... she told us "today's ic is cancelled".. wat de hell... yst aft sch, i
already went to ask her whether today gt ict anot le lor... she said have... n
through the e-mail, she oso say have.... n through sms she oso nv tell miie bout
cancellation of ict... i so damn angry lor... wats more... she still gave us tat
'its none of my prob' de face lor... how can she do tat... ive nv ever been so
angry at anybody b4... in the morning, i trusted tat she will nt be as bad as we
thought n i thought tat we will be fine wif her... although at first i oso dun
lyk her, but i eventually accepted the fact tat she will be teaching us n i
didnt reallie complain much bout her today morning... but how can she do tat...
like like den cancel ict... she GOT send us an e-mail... but is at 10.30 in the
morning... brainless freak : we are in school lor... how 2 see ur e-mail... she
is reallie a brainless freak lor... im gg to revenge when i gt a chance... nv gg
to let her off so easily... jus now, miie walked out of the lab so angrily...
didnt even care bout how she feel... dun even wanna care lor... den outside,
when we were walkin back 2 class, sebastian called mr yeo... we complained...
but i dare nt listen 2 his voice... im scared... scared tat i will breakdown...
his departure have already caused much depresion in miie..... now tat brainless
freak ng yan qi... im nv gg 2 4give her... she didnt even say sorry... she didnt
even feel sorry... i'll make her pay for her actions...

NG YAN QI SUX!!! SHE IS A BRAINLESS FREAK!!!

sian day... whole day nth much happen... went 2 sch.... normal lessons...
den sebastian went crazy... made miie, jieying n leiyi so fustrated... haizz...
becos of him becum so fustrated... worth it meh?? sebastian will say worth it...
budden he sure wun wan anybody 2 becum so fustrated becos of him de ma..
haizz... den jus now australian math competition... so damn diff siaa... at
first saw the first qn... tot y so easy de... cos the 1st qn is 95-83 is wat...
lolx.... if get wrong, mus hit backside le... lolx... den hor, jus now got
viola... everybody seem 2 be improving... and miie, i think i am deproving
siaa.... haizz... sian... tmr mabbe gt science test siaa... still haven study
finish... hope will be easy ba...

he is gg to leave 2day... dunno whr is he now... wat is he doing... jus now
aft sch went to the lab... stand at outside onli la... cos dun dare go in... saw
ms ng... dun lyk her... dun lyk her face n everything la... althou dunno who is
she, jus dun lyk her... now tt he ish leaving, we will have 2 face her abt twice
a wk leii... wat 2 do... haizz... yst night received a msg frm him... say he saw
the presents... oso very touched tat we went to do the java on our own... he oso
said tat he wanted to leave his foot print behind n now he's sure tat he have
left it wif us... so sad siaa... dunno wat to do... wat to react... its jus a
blink n we have already met 4 194 days... he ish leaving... althou we knew it 2
wks ago, miie still cnt accept the fact... mabbe we shld let go n try 2 accept
ms ng... budden i jus cnt do it... ow am i suppose to face a stranger in the lab
frm now on... n how am i suppose to tok 2 tat ms ng... can i try 2 start the new
cycle again n try 2 befriend her?? i dun think so... she cnt replace him in our
hearts... he might nt be very gd in teaching... budden he had influenced miie
alot... haizz... i noe he wants us to face reality... but it is easier to say
den do... if i reallie face reality so steadily, i mus be verycold blooded...
haizz... tmr still gt science test...wat am i supposed 2 do?? can anybody tell
miie?? can anyone help miie?? im lost... haizz.....

hais... wat kinda sch is NCHS becumin... all the teachers leaving n all the
relief teachers sux man... the few teachers tat nv leave oso sux man... all
dunno how 2 teach de...
english - mdm yeo leave le... now is still tat toopid ms tan... she dunno
how to teach de lor... wander how badly we will fail our english during common
test... hais...
chinese - still the same old ah em... she worse still... those wanna listen
will listen... those dowan listen den treat it as free period... hais... sure
fail chinese de... (actually engilish oso becuming lyk chinese... gg to becum
free period soon...)
math - ms tan quite good... hope she dun leave la...
science - althou nv change teacher, but i still think mr chong no
good...
history - mr yeo leaving le... he lied 2 us... how can he lie... he
said tat he is nt leaving... y mus he lie... hais... dnnno who cuming to teach
us le... sure nt as gd as mr yeo de...
geog - the worse subject... mrs lam go maternatity leave den mr ivan wu
come... he is a good teacher but... onli teach us 1 lesson den say wat gt
personal problem den nv come le... haizz... den aft tat, come mr toh... so
fierce... whole class dun lyk him la... budden he oso cnt anyhow leave de lor...
den aft tat becum mr chang... he nt fierce de lor... den the whole class was lyk
keep tokin... den he teach so fast oso nobody noe wat he teaching... haizz...
den hor, dunno is he resign or wat la... den came another teacher... called ms
tan... she say mr chang leave school le... hais... den hor, she worse den the
eng de ms tan lor... tok so soft.. i sit so near teacher's table oso cnt hear
her... den hor, she teach damn fast de... haizz.... we flip book oso nt fast
enough... hais... gave up hope on geog le... change so many teachers... mabbe we
shld go complain to mr ong...
lit - krishnan... still the same old krishnan... he nv teach us den wan us
go exam leii... tat time de exam sure fail de... haiz...
ICT cum NSC - he is leaving... wat can we do... he gg 4 NIE training den
have 2 go 4 studies 4 2 yrs... haizz... den the new teacher cummin is dunno wat
ms ng la... dowan her 2 come... althou nv see her b4, miie still dun lyk her...
dowan him 2 leave... dowan her 2 come...

haizz... mabbe sumday, i shld leave NCHS... go to a school when they have
gd teachers den they dun change teachers so often... mabbe all the
teachers dun lyk NCHS... tats y leave... den hor, nt onli our teacher go lor...
so many teachers leaving... wats NCHS becuming 2 turn 2... mabbe coming 2 NCHS
is a bad choice... but if i didnt cum NCHS, i would nt have noe all tis gd
teachers n frens... den my life will be dull... hais...

his departure already made me so confused n depressed... now all the
teachers r leaving... actually the teachers leaving dosent make me feel so
bad... wat make me so sad is tat both mr yeo lied 2 us... how can they lie...
yeops say tat he will leave at yr end... but how can he... how can he lie...
yeoch say tat he will nt be leaving... 3 days b4 he announced his
departure, he still act act in front of us lyk he dunno he is NIE teacher... he
still act as if he reallie nt leaving...i believed him... i believe tat he
will nt lie 2 us... how can he betray our trust... someday, im goanna
breakdown... ive took things too seriously... dunno when did i started 2 becum
lyk tat... but ive reallie becum too negative n took everything too seriously...
if i can learn 2 be more positive... ... ... ...

i dun lyk this side of miie... the fragile miie... ive onli been lyk tat
when my grandpa left... now is the 2nd time... y mus everybody leave... althou i
noe tat there's an end to everything, i dowan this 2 be the end... bout 3 mths
left n the whole class will be separated... how will i feel??? i reallie dowan
think bout it... jus hope tat we will always live in the minds of the teachers
tat are leaving... cos no matter who they are, as long as they have taught me
b4, i will always rmb them...

191 days of memories... can i 4get so easily?? y izzit tat jy can 4get
everything so easily... our gd memories... the times we spend together... if
everything is so easy 2 4get... ... ... ... nv tot jy would be so cold
blooded... hope i can pick myself up aft tat day... nt sure if i can do it...
but i mus do it... mabbe sumday he will pop back 2 see us... cnt let him see the
bad side of miie... i mus learn 2 be positive... learn to work hard ... learn
all the good points frm him... but can i do it???
yst till now... sat in front of the computer whole day... focusing on the
video tat i have seen lotsa times... added lots of things... dunno if tats
called wasting time... budden its worth it...
ARGG!!!!! im gg crazy...

6 days left.. actually lesser den tat... reallie sad siaa... dunno if we
will meet again... dunno if we will still rmb each other... dunno if we will
bring him hame by gettin last 4 nsc.... haizz... dowan think bout it le... tats
a sad thing to think bout... haizz... den hor, tmr teat leii... miie still no
mood to study... sian... sure fail de... den hor, i sittin here, nth 2 do... so
sian... so tired... dun feel lyk doin anythin... but i noe i cnt... haizz...gg
off to mug 4 tmr de test le...

today went science tuition at 1.30... den found out change teacher... to a
dunno how 2 teach de ms tan... haizz... mr chong oso betta lor... budden the
notes not bad... at least betta den mr chong de... lolx... sian... now nth 2 do
le... den oso no mood... left dunno how many days le... sian... gt mood den post
la...

9 days... today went CDAC to do art project wif huijun, jieying n jiawen...
den half way through, miie went science tuition... first time go thr... wierd
wierd de... the teacher quite monotoneless de... den hor, keep lookin at me lyk
i dunno anything lyk tat... haizz... den hor, aft tat went back to CDAC...
raining heavily... ran to CDAC den me totally wet siia... aft tat do project
until CDAC gg to clase le... den we pack... we make the CDAC table so dirty
lor... den miie n jiawen went arcade... so sian siia... den came back home n
finish up on the video... finally done le...hope can play siia...

less den 10 days left le... sian... so sad siia... its been 184 days le...
reallie dunno wat to say, wat to do... im confused... reallie confused... i
dowan tat ng person... dunno who she is... dowan noe... dowan her 2 come...
quite scared... he said tat she is good but... ... ... i cnt do anything now...
its too late... treasuring the last few days wif him is the onli thing tat we
can do... hiaz...

so tired siia... was changing esplanade de blog skin... frm yst change
until now... so ma fan... the blog skin is so narrow den have to change the msg
n everything... haizz... den still muz change song... miie change the song to
lifehouse de u n miie... sian... no time change my own blog den have to change
his blog... sian... den now nth to do le... stare at blank screen... sian... no
mood to post le...

england vs portugal... reallie hope england will win... budden it still
lost during the penalty kick... same as argentina... both teams lost 2 balls
buring the penalty kick... y cnt all the teams or ppl or wateva i like, go into
the finals... mabbe i shld stop liking anything... den the teams will be aable
to get into the finals or wateva... haizz... so sad... dowan watch fifa
le...

today 4th day of sch. quite sian... den today gt MUSIC... so damn sian...
dowan music lessons la... haizz... den mr koh tok n tok n tok... si sian.... den
still tok bout dunno wat nonsense la... haizz.. den aft tat, we went IT lab 4...
for music... wierd rite... budden we went thr to learn keyboard(the musical
instrument la)... lolx... budden miie still dun lyk music... so sian... even
more sian den IT... haizz... den aft tat is CME... quite fun... mdm ngo created
a game den 6 volunteers muz play la... they is richmond, kangyang, cheekit,
hanlong, ashley n tinhwee... they have to be blind folded, den have to hold
strings la.. den we have to tell them a shape den they will have to form the
shape... so farnie... they suddenly lost the sense of direction... lolx... so
farnie... we all laugh until stomach pain... den aft tat ish sch. over... den
waited until viola de time... den when we go viola, we play texians... so
sian... play so many hrs de texian... when go home, muscle so pain... haizz...
den nxt wk still muz go viola... haizz... sian... den juz now, miie juz went to
the NSC webbie... saw the registered teams for the competition... the algorithm
competition gt 16 schools leii... we diie le la... den hor, i saw my name on the
website... feels so wierd... lolx... den i went to see the past yrs video... den
saw the process of the competition... frm the training to the prize giving... so
scared... especially when i saw tat thr's so many ppl in a reallie huge rm den
we onli each team have 1 table leii... den after we solve the problem den give
to the judge, we still muz sit in front of the judge to explain or wateva de
la... so damn scary... dowan join le... mabbe i'm nt reallie gd at IT den mabbe
i nt interested at alll den mabbe i shldnt have joined the training at first...
sure diie le... althou still gt dunno how long la(frm now till 16 sept)...
actually ish nt very long la... budden if wanna improve so much overnight, its
almost impossible... haizz.. sure hwa chong or raffles win again la... haizz...
mabbe hard work isnt juz enough.... mabbe everybody meed alittle bit of talent
to be able to accomplish things... mabbe i juz dun have the talent... mabbe i
juz cnt put in my hard work... mabbe liking IT(in the beginning la... nt now
reallie) is a mistake... mabbe i shld juz give up... so many mabbe floated in my
mind... shld i quit?? shld i give up?? mabbe i shld..... i juz dun have the
courage to face failure again... im already so stressed by homeworks n so many
other events... mabbe sebastian is right... if in the end we cnt even solve a
qn, we are reallie a failure... althou many ppl told miie tat process is wat
matters n nt the result but i noe im reallie a very result oriented person... i
cnt change overnight... budden i muz tell myself i cnt give up... im the 1 who
persuaded jieying(at first) nt to quit the competition... told her alot... den
aft tat, miie oso persuaded sebastian nt to quit... he's juz too stressed n now,
we all have to face tis kinda problems... haizz... i told them nt to give up
every single little hope... even if we juz have a thousand out of one chance tat
we will win, at least we tried... i wun give up... for they didnt give up...
haizz... now im wondering... m i an optismistic person or a pessimistic
person... i alwayz have 2 thinking in my mind... the gd 1 n the bad 1... the two
thinking which is alwayz in my mind, is alwayz making miie very fustrated...
mabbe i shld juz stop thinking... tats the best solution... juz hoope my brain
can breakdown 4 a day.... den i can reallie rest... haizz... life is so
tiring... budden if life is too peaceful, it will be damn boring... haizz.. miie
n my double thinking... i'll stop here...

3rd day of sch... today quite sian... budden geog. gt new teacher... Mr
Wu... he so farnie... during his lesson, nobody seem to be slpin or doin other
things... all listening... lolx... budden he actually ish nt teaching lor... tok
bout alot of nt related de topic... den he oso say wat if beckham dead le means
the england team gone case le la(actually is use a v chim word but i 4get wat
izzit)... so bad... den i oso quite angry bout tat comment... budden nvm la...
he oso nt purposely de... den aft sch, we went lab AGAIN... to do project... den
so farnie... we called peanut KING KONG den he still reply.. lolx... den project
still haven do finiah... haizz.. dun feel lyk doin le... but muz hand in...
sian... den heard tat mr yeo CH leaving sch le... so sad... den mabbe mr neo
takin over our class 4 history... haizz... dowan him to teach lei... he muz be
damn fierce de lor... haizz...